Still not smoking. I've started to settle into this non-smoking life pretty well. But there are some odd things I'm noticing:
- after a rough 4 weeks (really? 4 FUCKING WEEKS?) of bowel, 'instabilities' I seem to have dropped into a normal one or two poops a day regime. I have not been this, 'regular' since before my trip in India. That was 2003.
- I am eating worse. I don't know why.
- I have less energy on a daily basis
- have not been to the gym in over two weeks and I'm wondering if I'm ever going again
- high levels of confusion and general disorientation about what I'm doing with my, 'life'

So, uh, yeah the bowel calming and the whole not increasing my odds for cancer by 200,000% things are totally sweet, but I'm thinking there may have been something positive in there.

Fuck, man, I swear I was smiling when I started this. You can tell because the first dash point there I used caps AND parens. That means I'm happy. And making you laugh. And if you're not laughing then I'm getting angry because That was a Joke and You the Reader Laugh when I Make Jokes like when I Stop knoWinG hOw basIC CapiTializAtIOn RuleS work.

The Zutons: awesome in any form but preferably aural.

Labels: bowels, not smoking, sad

- posted by Pat @ 12:52 AM